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Strange Me

24 Sep 2006 on Musing

I’m without my camera for a week already… well i kinda spoilt it with sodium chloride corrosion. Blame me and no one else. Guess my 2 hobbies cannot mix - Kayaking and photography. Obviously they can’t. Stupid Sweska. I’m not feeling so sad and devastated as i thought i would. Well, i guess for the next many many more months you guys won’t have pics to see along with entries and of course my flickr won’t have updates with new shots. And i don’t even know when i can get a camera. Any sponspors?? Hee… kidding :P

What amazes me is that how easily i can just get on with life without the camera that has been with me for 3 years and taught me a lot. How easily i can let go of things that i knew so much, that is so dear to me. Yet, how easily i still cannot let go of things i never knew. They should have been left undiscovered, untold, unseen. Why am i even holding on to things i never knew? Strange Me…

Let go sweska…. Let go like the winds that blew across your face when you were in the midst of the sea, under the open sky….

Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is the thing you never really had